There is a canal that runs through my New Jersey
town. Less than a hundred years ago, it used to be the major way to transport
goods Now it is just for biking. When you bike along the canal, you
can imagine the men pushing their barges slowly down the river. Perhaps
they all knew one another. It was a way of life. Today, we have replaced
the canal by the airports, the trains, the buses, and the highways.
Today I知 driving this highway across the country.
I started in my little New Jersey town a day or two ago, and said
goodbye to all my friends. All my worldly possessions are in the back seat
of my car. It is not long before all the rest stops look the same. I cannot
seem to remember what state I知 in. Pennsylvania? Indiana? I really don稚
know.
The trucks are beginning to intimidate me. Are they
built to look mean? In my rear view mirror they look threatening. Sometimes
they appear right behind me, and their grill takes up my whole view. When
they pass me, I worry that they will make a little mistake and crush me
like a little bug. I am starting to feel like a very little person in my
car. Physically I知 of average height, or a little smaller. I guess most
truck drivers are of average build, too. But they seem much more powerful
in their trucks.
I look in the mirror and I notice that I知 growing
a little beard. It looks rather menacing in the yellowish light of the
rest stop restroom. I guess I should have brought a razor with me. Everyone
else around here looks a little menacing, too. There are some young families
that are nice to see. But there are a lot of tough looking guys in baseball
caps.
One of my Chinese friends once observed that the
U.S. highways have no counterpart in China. He said that it was the power
of the U.S. to deliver goods to any part of the nation that made it a superpower.
It is true that the airports, the train stations, the highways all perform
essential economic roles for our country. When you go to an airport, everyone
has to check in. They are all checked for weapons. Here on the highway,
there is no weapons check. I would guess that many of these truck drivers
carry a gun underneath their seat. People in airports generally wear suits,
and look pretty good. There is no such dress here on the highway.
In the airport, our names are recorded. You say
goodbye to your friends, fill out some paperwork, get off the plane, and
then greet the people that are waiting for you. Here it is completely anonymous.
No one knows who I am or where I am going. It痴 a strange feeling. I could
be a criminal, heading out of town, and no one would ever know. However,
I know that I知 not a criminal. But what if the guy next to me is a criminal?
Of course, this is true in America everywhere we go. Yet, somehow in my
little town, I feel more comfortable. Here, I feel like I am in a community
of people that I really have no idea who they are or where they come from.
Every once in a while I see a highway patrolman.
I feel relieved when I see them. Think about their lives: driving up and
down this road, keeping us safe. Most of the people that they meet they
will never see again. Yet they are risking their lives for us. I wonder
how many people will meet their fate here on this road.
Finally after a day or two I have reached my destination:
a small town in Illinois. I unpack my bags. Probably for the next year
or two I will not drive on the highway very much. I値l make friends in
this little town, get to know the local pubs. I値l feel like a citizen
of Illinois. But every once in a while perhaps I will hear the roar of
the highway, that endless river that crosses America, and connects everyone.